I wish I could say that I haven’t blogged since Monday because Santa realised he forgot to deliver a present and Mr Right appeared and took me off to New Zealand for a little getaway from all this rubbish weather… But I am grateful that I haven’t been ill in bed from Christmas Day (like a few Christmases ago). I have been tidying.
Really. I kid you not. I spent Wednesday, Thursday and Friday tidying the “den”. The den refers to the area of my house I really sort of live in. It’s above our double garage and utility room. The only way to get here is by a set of stairs completely separate from the other set of stairs. There are no windows. About half of the room is the main room – where you walk into – and the other half is two store rooms – one on each side.
I really love the den but it is the attic really. And therefore a family dumping ground. It finally got too far – you couldn’t get into either store. Just before Christmas dad decided enough was enough and he washed three bikes – the little tricycle I had, the bike I really learnt to cycle with (with and then without stabilisers) and then my sister’s bike. He delivered them down to a guy in Island Street in Belfast who is linked with our church. The guy was so pleased with them and the trike went that night to someone in time for Santa to bring it for Christmas.
Now, I didn’t say what the store rooms had in them, did I? My sister is 16. And mum had still kept the cot, highchair, travel cot, pram, weird basket thing, bottle warmer, all our clothes etc etc etc. Dad and I decided enough was enough.
Three days later… The den is beautiful. A little haven for me to do my work and chill out in. And all the baby stuff? Well, minus a few “special outfits” and the highchair (I don’t know why it is being kept – it is a death trap!), all the useful things are sitting in the garage while we wait for the call saying it’s ok to take them down to Belfast. Countless bags of rubbish have disappeared off to the dump. There is SO much space around here now. It’s great. There’s ever space for my craft stuff.
It all feels very worthwhile and it’s lovely!
This is what happens around the end of the year. If we don’t physically clear our homes of rubbish and things we no longer need we mentally look over the past year. WE have a review of the year – and there is lots of “The Best –whatever- of 2006” “The Worst –whatever- of 2006” etc programmes.
New Year can be painful – we see what we regret from the past year, we recall old memories of that person we liked or remember the person we lost. As we tidied out the den I said “goodbye” to the pram I pushed my dolls around in and teddies which I remember… It can be painful to say goodbye to stuff but to have a new beginning something needs to end… We can also be pretty fearful of the year that lies ahead…
New Year can be joyous – we remember fun times we’ve had and excitedly look forward to what the next year holds.
I’ve been thinking about what I’ve done in the past year that’s been really noteworthy. Truth be told, I struggled. I have a certificate somewhere which reads “AAAA” but I hope and pray that’s not the only thing that I have to show for a year of my life!
I grew as a person and my faith is deeper – I think… I made some great new friends and developed relationships. I deepened relationships – a very big thank you to all those who have constantly and consistently been there for me; whether that was in not minding rants, putting up with my appalling driving (both before and after my test), not minding texts at random times or long phone calls (and so so much more!) you’ve all rocked and I really mean it when I say I couldn’t have done it without you…
I had a brilliant holiday and met up with the lovely Anna! I had a huge 11 flights this year! I passed my driving test! I filled in UCAS and wrote the horror of horrors – a personal statement! I received the beautiful Aaron (the cow) and turned 18!
In 2006 I laughed, loved, cried, hung out with friends, was creative, joined myspace, did this blog template (with a little help, of course!), read a lot, wrote a lot, talked far too much, texted up huge phone bills. It was a good year. Yeah, it didn’t all rock and there were definite low points. But what can you do but learn from them and thank God you got through them?
I will be glad to say goodbye to 2006 - 2007 looks set to be a big year. I’ve got to decide about unis and get the grades I need. But that’s not all I want to do! 2007 will, inevitably, involve a lot of “lasts” and that will be sad but there’s no other way to move on in live and 2007 will also have plenty of “firsts” – and I can’t wait…!
Here are a few of my resolutions; I’ve yet to form a concrete list:
Make morning church on a regular basis (even if evening church is infinitely better and one of the reasons is just to stop the comments I get on a Monday morning… :P)- Have longer “quiet times”
- Make more time to read – reading is a real passion for me and I give so little time to it
- Memorize a few bible verses – my knowledge of them is rather pathetic
- Fold towels after I shower
- Get fitter (think about doing the marathon…)
- Eat better
- Be more grateful
- Give more to charity
- Try to sort my back problem out
- Write more – you have no idea how many “one lines” I have scribbled everywhere!
- Take better photos
- Waste less time
- Worry less
- Have less regrets
There are lots of them! There’s a lot I want to change! Baby steps but this is what I hope to achieve…
What will you remember 2006 for?
What do you want to be able to remember 2007 for?
It’s been great to have this blog over the past (almost) year (although I did have another one for the first part of this year!), to use it to rant and think and to hear what those I love have to say on the matter. I just hope I haven’t scared you so much you’ll never return!
I hope you guys have a great New Year. May 2007 hold many good things for you and those you love. May you have good times and may you get through the bad times. Don’t abandon your resolutions on the 4th January… Don’t neglect your dreams… Forget regrets and move forward…
2007 looks set to be a big year…
Are you ready?
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