Well, it's offically 2008! Happy New Year! I thought I'd review all those resolutions I made back at the start of 2007.
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Make morning church on a regular basis (even if evening church is infinitely better and one of the reasons is just to stop the comments I get on a Monday morning… :P)
It has to be said that I rocked at this one! Once I got used to getting up that early (ok, like 10) it was ok and I enjoyed morning church. Especially Lucy the butterfly.
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Have longer “quiet times”
Ok, so this didn't really happen all that often! There have been days, perhaps even weeks without them and they haven't always been the longest things in the world!
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Make more time to read – reading is a real passion for me and I give so little time to it
I've been better at this one - some days I do a "I will read for 15 minutes a day". I got through a few books but bought many many more!
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Memorize a few bible verses – my knowledge of them is rather pathetic
I have done this! It is a really useful thing to do. When you're talking to someone you can quote them and you can tell yourself them when you most need to hear the awesome truth those words can hold.
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Fold towels after I shower
I do this more often than I used to!
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Get fitter (think about doing the marathon…)
Well, I did the marathon again and in a much better time! Over an hour less!
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Eat better
Sometimes...
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Be more grateful
This year I have had the growing sense of how much I have and how much is undeserved! We in the West are so very rich and beyond that I've been given the greatest gift of all in salvation. I should be so much more grateful for so much!
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Give more to charity
Again, sometimes. I've decided that rather than give in pennies to lots of charities I'm going to devote my money to a select few (probably primarily Tearfund - but I also hope to give to Open Doors, my home churches and projects that touch me such as Project Romania (I served with them), Belfast City Mission and Josiah Venture (if I don't go again this summer)).
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Try to sort my back problem out
This has been a real rollercoaster this year and, to be honest, a bit disheartening - I've had physio, podatrists and even blood tests with scary possible results (which thankfully all came out clear). No one can quite figure out what the cause is. All I know is I am fine sometimes and then at other times, as I put it, "my back reminds me how nice it is sometimes by showing how horrible it can be!" It really is a rollercoaster - heat patches help me function. This year may see no further improvement as all professionals have signed off on me! I hope this year I can get my Birkenstock shaped to fit me and my weird one leg longer/one leg tilts etc thing.
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I really think that through this I've been taught that I'm not the invincible gal I wish I was - that I struggle, that I'm imperfect, that I need help. Something I continually need to remember. I'll never forget sitting in that room in the Hotel Krystal in Czech as Paul told me to not be afraid to fail. Something I need to remember as I always strive to perfection in all I do! I can't do it all, I need others, I need God - and in my wonderful back problem I've learnt a lot about this!
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Write more – you have no idea how many “one lines” I have scribbled everywhere!
Not exactly... I love blogging though! I don't think people realise when they ask if I've not written any poems lately that the poems were written when I felt like I'd no other way to express myself, like I'd no way out. Now I no longer feel like that I write less! So maybe this shouldn't have been a resolution!
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Take better photos
I've certainly taken lots of photos! I think the record was at Easter when I went to the North Coast with the Czech gang - over 250 in a day! But loads of those were trying to catch the moment when a wave hit the rocks!
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Waste less time
Hahahaha. I discovered facebook this year! Enough said! I really wish I could manage my time better - my time is a very precious gift and it would be a shame to waste something so many people wish they had just a little bit more of!
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Worry less
I picked a great year to do this! With university decisions, A levels, Czech, a job, a relocation, new friends to make etc etc there was lots to worry about! I still worried loads but I'd like to think I inched further along the step of trusting God more. One memory that really stands out was the days (and specifically the night) before my A level results and I knew that whatever happened on Thursday 16th August 2007 I would be grand. Had I got over AAA I would be in Cardiff and that was "the plan". If I got less than AAA but more than BBB I would be in Birmingham at Aston and that would be grand. And if I'd got none of the above it would still be "the plan" and everthing would b e grand.
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Have less regrets
There is very little, if not nothing, I regret about this year. Sure, I've screwed up a LOT but without all of that it wouldn't have been this year. Looking back I have a wonderful sense that it all happened for a reason. And that rocks!
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2007 has been wonderful. I did a bit of a review of the last year in my birthday post on 9th November but here I go again...
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In 2007 I did my A levels, went to Czech, taugh English, learnt a little Czech, learnt some crazy dances, met some amazing people - some for the first time and others are old friends, worked in the church office, got into Cardiff uni, moved to Cardiff 8 months of the year... I couldn't sum up 2007 in one post. I wouldn't want to.
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I've learnt SO much. The most valuable being what could not possibly be put into words. I've learnt that you can never laugh to much and you should never let go of those who make you laugh. That you can cry too and to not let go of those who help you through that. That the best of times, and the memories that will endure forever, are often random moments that happen.. well, randommly!
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"It's SEXY time" will remain for ever etched fondly in my memory, and my line "Mark, you're on FIRE... in the hell kind of way" said the same night is there too. The Torr (Head) Road and going up it was.. amazing! Rose Wade is the greatest friend anyone could ever hope to have and the only thing that saddens me is I'm not there to see how amazing she is at leading at church this year in the youth ministry. And that leaf fight with the housemates to be along Maindy Road.
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I've also learnt that... "home" for me is a fluid concept and I love this fact! Wherever I am to lay my head that night is home and I love that. That my carbon footprint will always be horrendous (11 flights in 2006 [inc two transatlantic ones!] and 8 in 2007 - 6 were domestic and 2 were within Europe!). That my cheesecakes never get old. That in the worst of times God is faithful... but I need to trust that more. I've learnt a lot about myself! And a lot about God.
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I saw the New Year in once more at Jayne's house - surrounded some of the most important people in my life! There was a bit of a Czech reunion going on - with Marten visiting from Czech, Mark, Ruth, Rach J, Rach S (all the Rach[a]els together again!), Nina and Alex, Rose, Jayne! lol. As well as loads of others from youth group. It was great to spend time with these guys - to hear as we shared what we loved about 2007, what we are looking forward to in 2008 and a resolution for this new year... There was Big Booty, the hand/clap game, singing Ireland's Call, I'll Tell Me Ma and other classics, dancing with Mark in the kitchen, post it notes, another encounter with the horrific dessert that goes by the name of "Fluff" (and tastes like it!), lots of laughs, vommiting as Rach J got a call from her boyfriend at five minutes to midnight, and lots of hugs in the five minutes after midnight! An amazing way to see in the New Year!
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My resolutions for 2008...
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Well, there are two big sins in my life that I'd really like to beat. I'm not going to go into details but new year, new slate. I'd really like to combat these. There are a few other things I'd like to get sorted too in this area so I'm including those under this heading.
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I'd also really like to trust God more! 2007 has been an incredible ride! 2008 looks to be just as exciting! I can't wait to see what could be in store! Continued uni life. House hunting. Hopefully visiting other uni friends. Maybe starting essays earlier! A lot more chocolate. A possible return to English camp. More friends. Friends I know better. Turning 20!
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I could list more things I could see happening in 2008 (Ireland winning the Six Nations? Ulster sucking less at rugby?) but whatever 2008 holds for me I know and trust that God will be faithful, that His grace will never fail me, that He is more than could ever want or need and that He knows exactly what is going on. I sometimes attach a "DV" to plans and over all these resolutions, all these hopes, I attach this "DV". It stands for Deo volente (latin) which means "God willing". And I hope I can trust this phrase more in 2008...
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No one knows what 2008 will hold... Who knows who'll we'll be celebrating the dawn of 2009 with... Who knows who'll we'll be celebrating it without... Who knows if we'll be celebrating it at all? But whatever the future holds I wish you all a very happy new year! May 2008 hold many surprises and blessings for you and those you love!
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much love and may God richly bless you all
Rach!
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